The Transformative Power of Taking a Leap of Faith in Medicine:Integrative Medicine Functional Medicine Lifestyle Medicine
- John Kim

- Apr 13, 2022
- 3 min read
Updated: Sep 1

Sometimes the most profound journeys begin with a single moment of clarity—a realization that the path we're on isn't leading where our heart knows we need to go. My own transformative journey into integrative medicine began with just such a moment in 1999, during my third year of family medicine residency.
When Conventional Paths Feel Wrong
Picture this: I was on a train, metaphorically speaking, headed toward what everyone considered a "safe" destination—a steady, well-paying career in traditional medicine. Yet something deep inside me whispered that this train was taking me to the wrong place entirely. The safety net of conventional practice felt more like a trap than security.
The turning point came during a rural rotation where I finally had the luxury of time—time to think, to feel, and to listen to that inner voice I'd been ignoring. I made a decision that would seem radical to most: I would fast and meditate for two weeks, seeking clarity about my future.
Those two weeks transformed everything. In that deeply spiritual state of calm resolve, I knew what I had to do. I left family medicine, stepping away from the safety of the known into the uncertain territory of integrative medicine.
The Valley Before the Mountain
The immediate aftermath wasn't glamorous. My spouse and I barely survived financially for the next seven months. There were moments when that "safe" path I'd abandoned looked incredibly appealing. But sometimes you have to walk through the valley to reach the mountain.
My breakthrough came through acceptance into the UCSD-SDSU Preventive Medicine Residency, led by Dr. Linda Hill. Her promise was simple but revolutionary: meet your core competencies, and every project can focus on integrative medicine. This wasn't just an opportunity—it was destiny calling.
Those next two years demanded everything I had. I juggled residency requirements, worked two outside jobs, and pursued a master's degree in public health full-time. The workload exceeded even my family medicine training, but here's the difference: I loved every challenging moment.
Meeting the Masters
One of my most significant encounters was with Dr. Vincent Felitti, the pioneering researcher who discovered Adverse Childhood Events (ACEs). Dr. Felitti offered me something invaluable: the chance to build an experimental program at Kaiser focusing on treatment-resistant obesity patients.
Our approach was revolutionary for its simplicity—we focused on wellness rather than weight. The results spoke volumes: significant weight loss emerged naturally from this holistic approach after just eight weeks.
Another pivotal connection came through a fellow resident married to a naval surgeon, who introduced me to Dr. Richard Niemtzow, a genius in physician acupuncture. These weren't just professional introductions; they were glimpses into a medical philosophy that treated the whole person.
The Moment I Got "Bitten"
When I applied to Dr. Andrew Weil's fellowship program, facing 100:1 competition odds, I felt no doubt about acceptance. This confidence came from a profound realization: I had been "bitten" by integrative medicine.
Being "bitten" means discovering something so essential to your being that you need it like air to breathe or water to survive. Once bitten, you become hooked—not in an addictive sense, but in the way a musician becomes hooked on creating music or an artist on painting.
For over two decades now, this "bite" has sustained me. I haven't experienced the burnout that plagues so many physicians. The path has provided for my family while offering the deeper satisfaction of meaningful work. I've had the privilege of consulting with various health institutions and serving as an employed physician, always guided by integrative principles.
Sharing the Journey: Tao of Healing
This transformative journey led to my book, "Tao of Healing: A Story of Georgia Integrative Medicine," which chronicles not just my personal evolution but the broader transformation possible within healthcare systems. The book demonstrates how integrative approaches can revolutionize patient care while creating sustainable, fulfilling practices for healthcare providers.
Your Own Leap of Faith
Sometimes the greatest risk is not taking any risk at all. My leap of faith into integrative medicine wasn't just a career change—it was an alignment with purpose, a commitment to treating the whole person rather than isolated symptoms.
Today, I continue this mission by offering consultations to those ready to explore integrative approaches to health and healing. Whether you're a healthcare professional considering your own transformation or someone seeking comprehensive care, the journey toward integrative medicine might be your own leap of faith worth taking.
If you're ready to explore what integrative medicine can offer, I invite you to reach out through our contact form. Sometimes the most important journeys begin with a single conversation.



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